Been a Busy Bee

Oh my goodness! I promise I have not forgotten about my blog. Haha. I have been soo busy this week! Let me tell you a little bit about it.

First of all, I’m still in high school (Junior year) so I’ve been busy trying to make all A’s. So that’s busy in itself because it’s the end of the year and they love to pile on the homework in the last few weeks.

Well on Monday night I was in the Spring concert at school. I’m in ensemble because I love to sing so much! Tuesday was a really big day because I finally got my license! Yes! The lady who did the test was kinda intimidating but that’s okay. I got through it. Then Wednesday I had to do a lot of homework and then I had to help with Kids For Christ club at church. Then Thursday I had to go get my dress for a military ball the next day! It was mint green! I also had to to study for a huge test the next day so I had to study a bunch! Man that was stressful..

Well this weekend has been amazing! Well school was okay yesterday (lets not mention that math test I didn’t even get to finish..), but I was looking forward to that night so it was okay. After school, I went home and started getting ready for military ball! My sweetheart is in JROTC (he’s a Junior too). This was the third military ball I’d been to with him. Anyways, mom helped me with my hair and I did my makeup and put on on my dress! I felt so special!

When mom dropped me off with my love, we took pictures. Tons of them. Haha! Then time for the ball. It was amazing. The formal portion was nice and the food was very good, but my favorite part was the dancing. I am horrible at dancing, but it sure was fun! Slow dancing with the love of my life was the highlight of my night. Oh man I love him so much.

Well today was my birthday! I turned 17! I spent the day with my man today. He spoiled me by taking me out to eat Japanese. Then he let me drive him around a little! I think he was scared.. He gave me the best birthday ever though. So now you know why I wasn’t able to blog this week. I might do more journal-ish blogs again. Let me know what you guys think! Much love! 🙂


Roller Coaster of Life

I’ve been home all day. It’s been nice, but I’ve had a lot of time on my hands. I worked on a paper for English, wrote in my journal, listened to music, read, ect., but I’ve also been able to think. Not just about what I was going to have for supper or what I was going to wear tomorrow. I just sat there and thought about life. About everything.

I’m not going to lie. My life has been a roller coaster lately. It’s like going to an amusement park and riding the biggest roller coaster and finally getting to the end, and you hear the breaks screech, and you halt to a stop finally. Then all the sudden, no one let’s you off and it starts going again. Over and over again.

I hasn’t been all bad, but it hasn’t been all good either. I’m just not quite sure what to do, but if we didn’t have times like these, life would be so boring though, but that fact doesn’t make it any easier. I’m just waiting for everything to fall back into place. It’s like I am a five year old with a hundred piece puzzle. I have all the pieces, but I don’t know what the heck to do with them! Haha.

I’m sorry for ranting. I try to be uplifting on here, but this post was the opposite. I’ll finish by saying that I know there’s hope and everything will be okay, but for now I’m just waiting for the instructor to let me off this roller coaster. 😉